i have been in the thick of it off late.
the thick my emotions, the thick of my friends coming to my for advice, jobs.

i have always wondered, who would i have become had things gone according to plan on that fate day some 18 years ago. would i still be this same person? would i even know the people i know now?

i wonder why we have these lingering thoughts in our head. i mean, it is fate. this is what it is meant to be. why can't we just accept it and move on?

as i look back on all the chain reactions that lead to where and who i am today, i can't help but smile. the little mischief's, the goof-ups and the happy moments.

this is me. this is now. the future awaits.